感叹的人生hahaha

她与我无话不说，再次成为朋友是开心事啦。

但，

她真的是如此值得吗？

她真的是你真的如此的爱吗?


到了今天，我终于分得出。

爱与喜欢的差别了。

爱，真的很无私。

喜欢，往往都只为自己着想。

Life is like train, so fast. I'm graduated and working right now.

Look back all the post. Ouchh, so funny. Yet, still lonely pity asshole..hahaha

Gaming let me met alot of wonderful people in these few years.

After so much   happenings.


 

I still not happy with what i have and wish to get more money right now..hahahaa!

Alone working in kl,staying in hostel without friends or family,i guess blog life can help me save some money :D


Alright, ciao ~ Next blog see you ^_^v

Tears.

tear drops, heart stop.
one word, thousand hurts.

Idiot till so speechless.
Girls , play for fun is way more better.

after so long, i still can emo..

why am i emo.

i cant sleep.

am i just missing u?

am i just get hurt?

i wish i can be back myself.

miss.

the more distance u do, the more i cant let u go.

i just miss u.

Good bye my love..

Hope you forever stay happy and be good with ur future..

Good bye , i feel like im being too annoying that just want to be with you.

I don like wat i doing now, feel like u getting irritating too..

So , i force myself to leave..Hope you can faster get up and being back a cheer full girl.

Although you not mine , never be mine before. But atleast we got the memories. We have fun , and we happy together.

Love you so much..but i don wan be irritating, i don wan be the one hate or ignored by you.

I'm suffer and cant tell anyone..Please happy always.

Someday some how if u read this..Please be my friend and let me know am i irritating or annoying or not... Bye, my Happy girl.

Im really hurt..really hurt so badly..i force myself to do wat i dont wan to do again.

Love some1 is just so pain.. how i love if i met girl that can let me love again.. im so scare..and pain..rite now :(

haihs..

you treat me just cooler and cooler already...

just trying to be better with you...but..u just trying to keep distant to me..

am i really that bad to be better with u?

Thank you for the happy mistake~

Don't know how long before, mayb 1 month mayb 2 months ago.

we have a mistake but it's a very happy and memorable mistake.

No doubt, it's one of the best part of my life ever be.

Once i see u , i'll be happy.

Although , shit happens. We've break with our own couple and in the end we can't be together.

Maybe, long distance love is very pity and hard to take care of each others.

But , as long as u happy. I respect your choice.

You will be in my heart , deep side of my heart forever and ever.

Today , u requested to stop every of our mistake and u just want to couple back with ur Ex.

Well, guess i'm still a failure with get happy memory only.

Hope you can stay happy always and couple back with him then.

Today may be is my last time to said , i love you and i really very miss you. Good bye,MS.1W

I need a drunk, a heavy drunk to forget you.
I need a big big big cry to heal myself.
i dunno how long it takes, but i will try to let u go as not to annoyed u and gv u more stress again...

ouchh..

am i being too annoying ..? she just start to ignore me... im being to wrong path...love is just so pain and fearing..

i miss u..

This is the 1st time..i so miss some one... 1W , i miss u so much.. :( i wan to meet u , i wan to see u ... it just so suffer , when want to see someone and cant do it..

as you wish..

as u wish, i didnt be annoying today. as u wish, i endure and don wan find u today. as u wish, i don wan to forced u or and push on u. but all i wan to know is.. how are u? How is ur feel to me? i really wan to know it. But , i don wan to push u don wan to gv u pressure in these period. i miss you so much...

why am i still endure from crying.

i belif we got future.. who knows how i feel right now..nobody will understand..

it just pain n hard to breath..

it just happen again, who i love never love me and who i wont love, fall in love to me.. i always loved bad girl..

a good girl is just so hard to attract me.

i endure everything just for u..hope we can be together.

Another fall again..

years pass, i get up and dare to love again.. but in the end..im hurt again...i really scare of love now.. how many years i need to get up from this..i dunno..i really cant handle it anymore.. wish some1 can trusted appear to my life.

small matter but big to me.

I tell u something not mean u can tell to others.. I trusted u, so i told u.. and now wat i told, u go tell the person. Hell yar..there 1 last chance for u , one more time...no more secret sharing about other ppl~ What i wan is just don tell ppl wat i tell u, thats it..tq.. For me, its like privacy..please don do that again ...this make me felt betrayed.. Although nothing happen after u tell , but i just don wan to let ppl know becoz i told u and i TRust u.. haiz~

a new love and a new heart broken..

After 6 years, i have let down some one.. a girl that let me fall in love.. Now , i met a girl ..she let me trust her so much, let me fall in love.. But she let me down, and from got hope become no hope. Im so sad so hurt now.. After so many years, i recover and im hurt again..i wanna cry but no place to cry. Can just got someone that 1 love can let me trust ? Guess not anymore..

latest emotic...again...xD

haiz...a easy exam i oso cant get a good result...actualy is my result didnt reach me target la...feel so sad..!
There is 1 more thing~ im single and available jor~ T_T ..kena Fei jor~sob* sob*

haiz..actualy there are some happy thing...but not today posting up..no mood wait upload photo..

What is a girl...any1 tel me?

the place i voice out my mood....

haiz.....today ar...ermmm...actualy today b4 in night im still ok lo....
haiz...when reach nite horr..actualy is when i having my dinner lo...i go till a "restaurant"..walao...they put the emo song let me listen dao...zz...other than that,the table around me full of couple & beside that still got 2 disapointed things la...omg...after that...duno why o....whole emo+ing...damm~

any1 can tell me why...im still very moody..dammit...and oso got coz of 2 disapointed thing la...


sorry for d sux english a...

sob~there is so many thing i willing....

sob~there is so many thing i willing to update~sob...but cant~omg!!arrhh...my laptop no BlueTooth cant transfer photo...T-T..i will try to update soon~T-T..

i dont wan a short blog again~ i wan b FAMOUS~~xD...joking..

oya ya..this my friendster email~....jezz_traivis@hotmail.com..hehe...nothing write wat...

hehe...today i hav my delicious at 中间阁....hehe..duno d english name..paiseh a...oso at kampar 1 la..After i doing my assignment hor..feel so hungry lo then go eat..hehe...

eee...how to say lerh...keep saying nonsence nia...hehe...aiya..i str8 post give u all see la..i eat 1 Har mee and 1 chicken chop rice and a fresh orange juice...><
hehe...1st time post duno how to adjust d photo plae yet..paiseh a...

Omg!! Life in Kampar new Record~

oh nooo....speechless lerh....No matter how la...In my life...ermm...my time record of wat time i sleep is just...the most late la..morning 7oclock only sleep last time..
Now..my record being break wheni start the life in kampar..@@...

U guest see what time i sleep lol....(morning liao d)8oclock?9oclock?10oclock? or at nite 8oclock???
nonono..all of the time above oso wrong hor...hoho...i sleep at morning near noon....11.30am...then 3.45 pm wake up jor = =...what the hell....New Sleep time record in my life...

I wonder why i can so "early" sleep wan a.......Oh My God!!! Help(-_-|||)