why am i still endure from crying.

i belif we got future.. who knows how i feel right now..nobody will understand..

it just pain n hard to breath..

it just happen again, who i love never love me and who i wont love, fall in love to me.. i always loved bad girl..

a good girl is just so hard to attract me.

i endure everything just for u..hope we can be together.

Another fall again..

years pass, i get up and dare to love again.. but in the end..im hurt again...i really scare of love now.. how many years i need to get up from this..i dunno..i really cant handle it anymore.. wish some1 can trusted appear to my life.

small matter but big to me.

I tell u something not mean u can tell to others.. I trusted u, so i told u.. and now wat i told, u go tell the person. Hell yar..there 1 last chance for u , one more time...no more secret sharing about other ppl~ What i wan is just don tell ppl wat i tell u, thats it..tq.. For me, its like privacy..please don do that again ...this make me felt betrayed.. Although nothing happen after u tell , but i just don wan to let ppl know becoz i told u and i TRust u.. haiz~

a new love and a new heart broken..

After 6 years, i have let down some one.. a girl that let me fall in love.. Now , i met a girl ..she let me trust her so much, let me fall in love.. But she let me down, and from got hope become no hope. Im so sad so hurt now.. After so many years, i recover and im hurt again..i wanna cry but no place to cry. Can just got someone that 1 love can let me trust ? Guess not anymore..

latest emotic...again...xD

haiz...a easy exam i oso cant get a good result...actualy is my result didnt reach me target la...feel so sad..!
There is 1 more thing~ im single and available jor~ T_T ..kena Fei jor~sob* sob*

haiz..actualy there are some happy thing...but not today posting up..no mood wait upload photo..

What is a girl...any1 tel me?

the place i voice out my mood....

haiz.....today ar...ermmm...actualy today b4 in night im still ok lo....
haiz...when reach nite horr..actualy is when i having my dinner lo...i go till a "restaurant"..walao...they put the emo song let me listen dao...zz...other than that,the table around me full of couple & beside that still got 2 disapointed things la...omg...after that...duno why o....whole emo+ing...damm~

any1 can tell me why...im still very moody..dammit...and oso got coz of 2 disapointed thing la...


sorry for d sux english a...

sob~there is so many thing i willing....

sob~there is so many thing i willing to update~sob...but cant~omg!!arrhh...my laptop no BlueTooth cant transfer photo...T-T..i will try to update soon~T-T..

i dont wan a short blog again~ i wan b FAMOUS~~xD...joking..

oya ya..this my friendster email~....jezz_traivis@hotmail.com..hehe...nothing write wat...